self-discovery
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Feeling Low
Well, if I thought my tummy troubles were over, I was mistaken! I went to the…
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Beyond Reflections
Four foul fluid fecal evacuations yesterday. One of them was very nearly messy – I got…
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Weird sex dreams
I’m having this most peculiar sex dream. I very rarely remember my dreams. I even more…
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Off to Mexico Tomorrow! Questions I Asked Myself
Tomorrow I start my journey to Mexico to be castrated and finally become what need to…
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Trying to share excitement
The other day I said to my husband that it was really hard for me to…
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Understandingy my fear
Last week I went through a period of feeling absolutely shit-a-brick terrified. I tried to work…
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Identity
For most of my adult life (I came out when I was 20), I have identified…
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Healthy Doubt
In my last part I wrote how doubt would mug me at night when I was…
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Sleepless Nights
I’m really struggling to sleep at the moment. I have been struggling for months now. I…
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Last Times?
It’s three weeks today that I’ll be having my operation, and increasingly my mind is turning…
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Understanding Betrayal
My husband and I have talked most days now for months; in this last month I…
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My last psychologist session
In all, I only got three sessions because that’s all the Crisis Team are able to…
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My first meeting with a psychiatrist
I’ve just had my first meeting with a psychiatrist. No diagnosis as yet as he had…
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Meditations
How would I feel most comfortable in terms of my body outside of sexual scenarios?There are…
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Husband is onboard!
Originally published 27th November 2023 I didn’t expect to do two posts in a row, generally…
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