self-discovery
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It’s A Sin
My husband and I recently rewatched the Channel 4 drama It’s A Sin, written by Russel…
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Brother and Sister Eunuchs
At first, when I began this journey, I was alone and as far as I was…
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New counsellor
I’ve just had my first session with my new counsellor; based on a suggestion that my…
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Starting the search for a sex-aware therapist
My troubled home life leads to seeking therapy for my “dark fantasies” and strained marriage, amid…
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Eunuch Meet Up
For a few hours, despite differences in our stories and our lives, I was in a…
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What do I want from a relationship?
Doctor call I had a telephone call with the doctor today. Not the usual one but…
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Struggling with my priorities
An advantage to not having testosterone I slept on the sofa again. I know that I…
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Honesty
An unexpected like The author of this blog “liked” one of my posts, so I duly…
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A dangerous gift
Stupid brain I’ve been awake for hours. Too tired for coherent thought, nevertheless thoughts chatting each…
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Woof! Wag! Wag!
System test My husband has been off sex with me because I cannot cum. Or cumming…
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Mayflower Society
Nervous newbie Tonight I’m visiting the local trans group The Mayflower Society; I don’t know how…
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Minefields of emotion
The content describes a night of grief and memories, followed by a morning of reflection on…
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Talking with my dad
Unsatisfied I had crazy self-harm thoughts running around my head before I went to sleep. Actually,…
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Fifty years ago Waterloo was number one in the UK charts
My my According to my mum, I was nearly called “Nigel” because there was a single…
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And I’m feelin’ good
Daily check-in No sleepers last night and only slightly disturbed by warm flushes a couple of…
