self-discovery
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Pride
I’m Still Gay A nice meal with good company and friends rather spoilt by hot flushes…
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Blowing Hot And Cold
I might still be able to get it up, but I can’t get comfortable at night:…
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The Goose is Getting Fat
I’m not exercising much, last week just two days at the gym, this week I am…
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Catching up
Last night my husband and I talked; we do most nights. We talked about how he…
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LGBTQ+ History Month
Last night I did another “systems test”. It was a little bit furtive as my husband…
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Back to the Gym
Before I start today, as I went to sleep last night I suddenly became aware of…
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Feeling Low
Well, if I thought my tummy troubles were over, I was mistaken! I went to the…
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Beyond Reflections
Four foul fluid fecal evacuations yesterday. One of them was very nearly messy – I got…
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Weird sex dreams
I’m having this most peculiar sex dream. I very rarely remember my dreams. I even more…
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Off to Mexico Tomorrow! Questions I Asked Myself
Tomorrow I start my journey to Mexico to be castrated and finally become what need to…
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Trying to share excitement
The other day I said to my husband that it was really hard for me to…
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Understandingy my fear
Last week I went through a period of feeling absolutely shit-a-brick terrified. I tried to work…
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Identity
For most of my adult life (I came out when I was 20), I have identified…
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Healthy Doubt
In my last part I wrote how doubt would mug me at night when I was…
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Sleepless Nights
I’m really struggling to sleep at the moment. I have been struggling for months now. I…
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