relationships

  • Why are we still together?

    Last night we talked again. About the only way I can atone for past behaviour is…

  • Uncomfortable

    Last night was uncomfortable to say the least. My husband asked whether I’d ever topped before…

  • Uncomfortable silences

    Uncomfortable silences

    Yesterday was emotional. At the end of the day I didn’t know whether I was still…

  • A dangerous gift

    A dangerous gift

    Stupid brain I’ve been awake for hours. Too tired for coherent thought, nevertheless thoughts chatting each…

  • Woof! Wag! Wag!

    Woof! Wag! Wag!

    System test My husband has been off sex with me because I cannot cum. Or cumming…

  • Minefields of emotion

    Minefields of emotion

    The content describes a night of grief and memories, followed by a morning of reflection on…

  • Talking with my dad

    Unsatisfied I had crazy self-harm thoughts running around my head before I went to sleep. Actually,…

  • A subtle affirmation

    A subtle affirmation

    Yesterday Yesterday morning I woke up with wood after a decent night sleep. That’s my first…

  • And I’m feelin’ good

    And I’m feelin’ good

    Daily check-in No sleepers last night and only slightly disturbed by warm flushes a couple of…

  • I like you more now

    Semi I have a number of blog posts prepared on other subjects, such as personal insights,…

  • Three months today!

    Three months today!

    Sunday Routine Hurray for sleeping pills! A second decent night’s sleep, although it’s taking a while…

  • Two days

    Yesterday: Bath with a friend Not a bad night’s sleep, although I didn’t want to get…

  • Separate Beds?

    Facing another uncomfortable feeling Sleeping on top of the duvet under the blanket helped me get…

  • How does testosterone effect achievement?

    Thoughts on my Sunday run A good night’s sleep and I have actually woken feeling refreshed!…

  • Fur Heaven’s Sake!

    Fur Heaven’s Sake!

    Starting Out Feeling Low Today. My husband and I talked last night. I was tired, with…