relationships

  • Hormones and worry

    Hormone update My orgasms are continuing to produce a tiny amount of goo. Less an ejaculation,…

  • The return of the hot flush

    The flush is back I’ve been getting low since the weekend. It’s really hard to write…

  • Mood drops

    Duvet day Today is the twenty-seven anniversary of the day I met my husband. It is…

  • Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Health update Hormones Here’s the letter from the endocrinologist: Isn’t it strange the sense of satisfaction…

  • Recover, paella, and snuggles

    Recover, paella, and snuggles

    The day after counselling Shutdown I lay curled up on the rug for perhaps an hour,…

  • Overwhelmed during counselling

    I started by recounting some of events of recent days; specifically starting testosterone and it visit…

  • Sauna

    The day before Hectic morning I slept well and I had a plan for the day.…

  • Discovering that I wasn’t the good one after all

    I used to have this image of myself as the champion of all that was good.…

  • Dinner, T, and Lunch

    Dinner, T, and Lunch

    Dinner Date At the house After the mental health nurse yesterday, I drove over to the…

  • Overdosing on vitamins

    Overdosing on vitamins

    Vitamin overdose? For the second or third night in a row I’ve woken up in the…

  • Crying in counselling

    This was a difficult counselling session. I noticed straight away that he was wearing a large…

  • Happy weekend

    Happy weekend

    An afternoon in the park I wasn’t sure whether my husband wanted to meet up today,…

  • A visit from my husband

    A visit from my husband

    Menopause pills do work The menopause tablets that I get from the pharmacy really do seem…

  • Venn you’re in the mood

    Venn you’re in the mood

    Counselling Tonight’s counselling went all over the place. After a really quick rundown of the week,…

  • Two quiet days

    Two quiet days

    Quiet day Saturday, I took my husband to Wilton, which is a little turn just the…