relationships
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Frustrations, wallpaper, and quiet relief
Yesterday, I’d hoped for a least a cuddle. I didn’t hope for much more than that,…
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A race revisited
When I ran my first half marathon twenty years ago, a friend of mine (whom I…
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Running Through Memory and Loss
The best Christmases All of the Christmases of the childhood are remembered through a shimmering golden…
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Oh Christmas tree!
We were overdue a “conversation” thanks to my feeling ill this last week or so and…
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Apology to my husband
Talking to Richard (my counsellor) about my husband wanting an acknowledgement that my castration, the dark…
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Looking for positives with my counsellor
Migraines I started with migraines, and ended with migraines! To keep things simple, I’ll just talk…
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Conversations we can’t finish
Recognising the impact I started by checking out what my husband felt he needed in terms…
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What is meant by “enough”?
I don’t know what happened; we had planned to go to the pictures to see Gladiator…
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Counselling: overdoses, joint therapy, and sex
Overdose I shared that I’d taken an overdose a year ago in an attempt to kill…
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Picking up from the bar meal
Sex talk Getting into the right headspace After work, I had a couple of gummies, had…
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Remembering November 2023
I’ve been re-reading my first blog entries from November last year (Nov 2023 – Eunuchorn). I…
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Continuing the discussion
Last night, my husband and I picked up where we’d left off on Sunday, which itself…
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Pedestals
When we first met, I worshiped the man who was to become my husband. He is…
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Reflecting on the bad meal
Counselling It’s usual in counselling to recap anything significant that’s happened in the period since the…
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A bad meal
Last night I suggested that we go out for a meal. I’d planned to go whether…