self-discovery
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Minefields of emotion
The content describes a night of grief and memories, followed by a morning of reflection on…
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Talking with my dad
Unsatisfied I had crazy self-harm thoughts running around my head before I went to sleep. Actually,…
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Fifty years ago Waterloo was number one in the UK charts
My my According to my mum, I was nearly called “Nigel” because there was a single…
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And I’m feelin’ good
Daily check-in No sleepers last night and only slightly disturbed by warm flushes a couple of…
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Sixth Sense
Check In Yet another rotten night’s sleep with really very bad hot flushes. I could not…
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The Deep Psychology of BDSM and Kink
I started reading this book while I was in the recovery centre in Mexico. I got…
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Doctor Cancelled
Reviewing Monday My husband and I had another good talk about the things I’d raised on…
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Guilt vs Shame
As I continue to go through a difficult time in my marriage, feeling low and tired.…
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Seeing myself as I am
A mirror breaks This journey doesn’t end with me having my testicles removed: it has started…
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Ten Years of Gay Marriage in the UK
Harrumph. The Hot Flushes Return Last night’s sleep was greatly disturbed by hot flushes, after four…
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Thinking About Eunuch Community Resources
A New Discovery About My Body Well, just when I think I’m used to my new…
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My Last Counselling Session
To Much Like Hard Work? Last night’s system test was hard work. I was tired and…
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Coming Unravelled
And there goes another! Last night, just before bed, the first stitches fell out. Well, I…
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Pride
I’m Still Gay A nice meal with good company and friends rather spoilt by hot flushes…
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Blowing Hot And Cold
I might still be able to get it up, but I can’t get comfortable at night:…
