relationships

  • Another hectic day

    Nervous goodbye A realisation While I was trying to sleep last night, my brain decided that…

  • The husband gets some support

    Testosterone boost? Fitness I’ve been on one pump of testosterone per day for a week now.…

  • Doggy sitting dad

    Doggy sitting dad

    Last night Doubts over the dog Yesterday, we did a lot of talking. One of the…

  • Mario brothers

    Sanitation Starting the day I was up at half-seven, greeted by a nice erection thanks to…

  • Assessing our options

    Assessing our options

    I’ve been reflecting on the options that my husband I have: In all the instances where…

  • Pissed off

    Husband Pissed off Today has been another day of zipping to and from the house. I’ve…

  • The cleanup begins

    The cleanup begins

    Morning Slow start The alarm went off at 7am. I ignored it and finally got up…

  • Migraine

    Migraine

    Monday morning Dad’s offer I told my dad about the flood Sunday morning. He might be…

  • Being an emotional hostage

    Being an emotional hostage

    Analysing my feelings Using the feelings wheel that my counsellor left me is actually useful. Today…

  • Do I even know what I want?

    Do I even know what I want?

    Checking in on my husband I’d not heard from him for a few days and I…

  • Hormones and worry

    Hormone update My orgasms are continuing to produce a tiny amount of goo. Less an ejaculation,…

  • The return of the hot flush

    The flush is back I’ve been getting low since the weekend. It’s really hard to write…

  • Mood drops

    Duvet day Today is the twenty-seven anniversary of the day I met my husband. It is…

  • Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Health update Hormones Here’s the letter from the endocrinologist: Isn’t it strange the sense of satisfaction…

  • Recover, paella, and snuggles

    Recover, paella, and snuggles

    The day after counselling Shutdown I lay curled up on the rug for perhaps an hour,…