relationships
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No option for sadness
So. He has done it. He has applied for a divorce. I guess that’s the right…
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Madam! Behave!
I am loving the social life I’m developing since living on my own, but there is…
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Weekend of Faces
What a busy weekend! Full of socialising… and I am pooped now! Friday was cinema night…
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Letting the grief breathe
I was thinking of bringing my counselling to an end. Things are peaceful in the house,…
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Knots in my stomach, knots in my heart
Damned my stupid brain! It’s caught in an overthinking spiral. I’m seeing Ambrosius today for some…
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Faith, Books, and Visibility
I met up with a lovely fellow today for a coffee and a walk. The coffee…
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Two Weeks On: Sex, Toys, and Heartbeats
Two weeks after my heart attack, I’m learning that curiosity beats fear — even when it…
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Fear, Freedom, and the Shape of Love
Yesterday I invited my (ex) husband over for lunch. He brought crusty bread, slices of ham,…
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Twenty eight years later
It felt good to come home, although I wasn’t sure what I would find, or how…
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Kobayashi Maru
On the way back from the nudist beach, we stopped at Costa for a coffee. I…
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What Are We To Each Other?
On the second day of my long break I woke up gently, wandered downstairs and made…
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The ache of separation
Last night was the last night before he moves out for good. He stayed over. We…
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Teamwork – even at the end
I couldn’t sleep last night. I finally gave up at 5am and listened to some hypnosis…
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The Day Before He Leaves
It’s the day before he moves out forever. Everyday I am waking up with a headache.…
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SingStar sadness
I thought we’d start watching “The Great British Sewing Bee” tonight, but the husband said “What’s…
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