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A gap in the definition
Pumped up These last few days I’ve tried a double pump of Testavan gel. Two pumps…
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Guilty
Today I have to day off. I have a massage booked later – I wanted a…
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Uncomfortable at home
I got home from counselling at the flat last night. My husband was in some kind…
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Blood and brains
Phlebotomist Today I had the second of my endocrinologist instructed blood tests. The test was at…
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Thoughts about morning wood
Morning wood I woke this morning with what my husband and I referred to as a…
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My Counsellor
Introduction I thought it would be good to share in one place some of my experiences…
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Grief dreaming
Haunted The lonely dream I had a dream. It was horrible very upsetting. It was about…
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Three updates
Systems tests I give myself a “systems test” every other day. Orgasm doesn’t take me much…
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Enjoying a quiet day at the flat
Foodie Friday After another struggle to get out of bed, I showered, put on my t-gel,…
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Starting the home renovation
Feeling low I spent the evening at the house last night. Most of I spent in…
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Bullied for being weird
Schooldaze I remember at school, that I was bullied for being a bit weird. Geek or…
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Another hectic day
Nervous goodbye A realisation While I was trying to sleep last night, my brain decided that…
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The husband gets some support
Testosterone boost? Fitness I’ve been on one pump of testosterone per day for a week now.…
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Doggy sitting dad
Last night Doubts over the dog Yesterday, we did a lot of talking. One of the…
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Pissed off
Husband Pissed off Today has been another day of zipping to and from the house. I’ve…
