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  • A gap in the definition

    A gap in the definition

    Pumped up These last few days I’ve tried a double pump of Testavan gel. Two pumps…

  • Guilty

    Today I have to day off. I have a massage booked later – I wanted a…

  • Uncomfortable at home

    Uncomfortable at home

    I got home from counselling at the flat last night. My husband was in some kind…

  • Blood and brains

    Blood and brains

    Phlebotomist Today I had the second of my endocrinologist instructed blood tests. The test was at…

  • Thoughts about morning wood

    Thoughts about morning wood

    Morning wood I woke this morning with what my husband and I referred to as a…

  • My Counsellor

    My Counsellor

    Introduction I thought it would be good to share in one place some of my experiences…

  • Grief dreaming

    Grief dreaming

    Haunted The lonely dream I had a dream. It was horrible very upsetting. It was about…

  • Three updates

    Three updates

    Systems tests I give myself a “systems test” every other day. Orgasm doesn’t take me much…

  • Enjoying a quiet day at the flat

    Enjoying a quiet day at the flat

    Foodie Friday After another struggle to get out of bed, I showered, put on my t-gel,…

  • Starting the home renovation

    Feeling low I spent the evening at the house last night. Most of I spent in…

  • Bullied for being weird

    Bullied for being weird

    Schooldaze I remember at school, that I was bullied for being a bit weird. Geek or…

  • Another hectic day

    Nervous goodbye A realisation While I was trying to sleep last night, my brain decided that…

  • The husband gets some support

    Testosterone boost? Fitness I’ve been on one pump of testosterone per day for a week now.…

  • Doggy sitting dad

    Doggy sitting dad

    Last night Doubts over the dog Yesterday, we did a lot of talking. One of the…

  • Pissed off

    Husband Pissed off Today has been another day of zipping to and from the house. I’ve…