castration

  • Bullied for being weird

    Bullied for being weird

    Schooldaze I remember at school, that I was bullied for being a bit weird. Geek or…

  • Another hectic day

    Nervous goodbye A realisation While I was trying to sleep last night, my brain decided that…

  • The husband gets some support

    Testosterone boost? Fitness I’ve been on one pump of testosterone per day for a week now.…

  • Doggy sitting dad

    Doggy sitting dad

    Last night Doubts over the dog Yesterday, we did a lot of talking. One of the…

  • Pissed off

    Husband Pissed off Today has been another day of zipping to and from the house. I’ve…

  • Holding back the flood

    Holding back the flood

    Who you gonna call? 4:30am The phone rings. The Duel Of The Fates drags me out…

  • Hormones and worry

    Hormone update My orgasms are continuing to produce a tiny amount of goo. Less an ejaculation,…

  • Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Health update Hormones Here’s the letter from the endocrinologist: Isn’t it strange the sense of satisfaction…

  • Recover, paella, and snuggles

    Recover, paella, and snuggles

    The day after counselling Shutdown I lay curled up on the rug for perhaps an hour,…

  • Sauna

    The day before Hectic morning I slept well and I had a plan for the day.…

  • Castrated Orgasms without Testosterone

    Castrated Orgasms without Testosterone

    Over the course of six months, from my castration when my body’s natural supply of testosterone…

  • Discovering that I wasn’t the good one after all

    I used to have this image of myself as the champion of all that was good.…

  • Two things to know about not having a scrotum

    Two things to know about not having a scrotum

    Cycling is a lot less comfortable The scrotal void is my new erogenous zone; it is…

  • Changes in my kink profile

    Changes in my kink profile

    It’s interesting noting the changes in my BDSM test profile over time; the things that remain…

  • Happy weekend

    Happy weekend

    An afternoon in the park I wasn’t sure whether my husband wanted to meet up today,…