diary
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Cuban Heat
This happened several weeks ago… The morning that my husband moved his stuff to the flat,…
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Leading by Example: Learning to Rest
This week mornings are feeling very difficult. I don’t know whether it’s because I’m still paying…
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Coffee and Consequences
The bus stops are now in range – they’re each between twelve and fifteen minutes from…
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Heartbeats and Hardons
I’m slowly getting better, listening to my body and physical heart (to distinguish it from the…
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Born to sparkle, but not today
Yesterday, I did a few hours “work” in the morning, including one meeting, then I be…
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Coffee with My Dom (Not That Kind)
Today I did another couple of hours of “work”, joining the morning stand-up and looking at…
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Fear, Freedom, and the Shape of Love
Yesterday I invited my (ex) husband over for lunch. He brought crusty bread, slices of ham,…
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Walking Myself Back to Life
More than a week after my heart attack, I’ve started rereading about the recovery period. I’m…
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Bang! Woof! Kindness!
Another day trying to do nothing. But I think I’m begining to improve – or at…
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The Mary Poppins School of Chastity
I must say I am getting a lot of sleep at the moment – good quality…
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The overclocked heart
This morning I took things steady, resting after each major operation of the morning. I am…
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BBC Balance and Other Fairy Tales
Nine hours sleep! It takes me ages to get off. When I’m lying in bed, my…
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Twenty eight years later
It felt good to come home, although I wasn’t sure what I would find, or how…
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Escape from the cardio ward
I’m going home! Yay! I’m going to be under house arrest for a week! Boo! Seriously,…
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BEEBEEBEE: Life on the ward
Cardiac wards are bloody noisy! There’s always some alarm or other going off. Then there’s conversations…
