diary
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The Gods Sent Seagulls, Not Lovers
So far, I have only thought about playing with other guys. The thought is huge and…
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The lightness returning
For the first time since last summer, my counsellor came to the house for my session.…
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What Are We To Each Other?
On the second day of my long break I woke up gently, wandered downstairs and made…
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Terence Stamp: From Krypton to the Outback
I first encountered Terence Stamp as a child in Superman II, where he played General Zod…
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Massage, Mussels, and Missing You
I have felt extremely burnt out by all the emotional stress of the last few years:…
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In the Company of Noise and Kindness
Up early Today is the day of the company party. I had planned to sleep until…
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Daytime drinking in Brighton
Marylin Moments in a Kilt I met a friend in Brighton today. I do not know…
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The ache of separation
Last night was the last night before he moves out for good. He stayed over. We…
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Teamwork – even at the end
I couldn’t sleep last night. I finally gave up at 5am and listened to some hypnosis…
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Last times
Tonight we had Chinese takeaway. This is probably going to be the last time that I…
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The Day Before He Leaves
It’s the day before he moves out forever. Everyday I am waking up with a headache.…
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SingStar sadness
I thought we’d start watching “The Great British Sewing Bee” tonight, but the husband said “What’s…
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Thong on Wrong
There wasn’t much room in the woman’s thong I put on, but it seemed comfy enough…
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Seventeen years
Seventeen years ago today we had our civil partnership, which, thanks to a trick in the…
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Not Much to Pack These Days
Since my surgery, there’s been a lot less to pack out my underwear with. To state…
