diary
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Sun Salutations and Self-Trust
I have felt so tired lately. Last night I went to bed even earlier, but it…
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Knowing me, knowing you
Having the house to myself, I’m tending to finishing jobs, repairing things, and tidying stuff. I’m…
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I used to think love was enough
My husband sent me a message today asking for tech support with his soundbar and printer.…
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No option for sadness
So. He has done it. He has applied for a divorce. I guess that’s the right…
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Madam! Behave!
I am loving the social life I’m developing since living on my own, but there is…
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Weekend of Faces
What a busy weekend! Full of socialising… and I am pooped now! Friday was cinema night…
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Letting the grief breathe
I was thinking of bringing my counselling to an end. Things are peaceful in the house,…
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The abdication of home
Having the house to myself has left me realising just how detached I was from the…
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My Evenings, My Self
Since living on my own, I’ve felt free to spend time on things I enjoy –…
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Finding My Own Vertical
As I get better, I feel safer doing more and more — and some of those…
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Locked In: How Chastity Fed My Dysphoria
I was talking to a chappie who’d reached out to me about castration. He is doing…
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Discharged – Back to Life, Back to Work
I had a call with the cardiac nurse today to talk about how I was recovering.…
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Love at a distance, cake at the door
I have been missing my husband and I wanted to check on him and make sure…
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Emails, updates, and a nap
Today is my first day officially back to work. Mornings only. I really struggled to get…
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Love Me, Love My Dog
Ambrosius came over for puppy play. He gave me a beautiful warm hug and soft kisses…
