diary

  • The trials of Venus

    The trials of Venus

    I had the day off to go to Bournemouth with my friend Ambrosius. We were catching…

  • Waking Next to Absence

    Waking Next to Absence

    I had a friend over last night. Originally, he was going to come over and we’d…

  • Love in the Time of Chlamydia

    Love in the Time of Chlamydia

    Well. Fancy that. A different kind of adventure. Today I got a message from a recent…

  • Double Standards

    Double Standards

    As time moves on, I find myself reflecting on this that happened. One of them came…

  • A Chronologically Confused Cardiac Adventure

    I’d had an MRI last Monday, where they induced all the sensations of a panic attack,…

  • Early bed without a guilt trip.

    Early bed without a guilt trip.

    I had a long Friday night. A busy Saturday day. It’s Saturday night. I’m tired. I…

  • The Postulant

    The Postulant

    Today I met up with a fellow who had been suffering from dysphoria for a very…

  • The post-mortem begins

    The post-mortem begins

    It felt like there was a lot to talk about in counselling: it’s not everyday that…

  • Paperwork

    Paperwork

    Last week I had an email informing me that my husband was starting divorce proceedings against…

  • Beta-Blocked Below the Belt

    Beta-Blocked Below the Belt

    I’ve been having a bit of trouble with down there lately. It’s not been working properly.…

  • Sun Salutations and Self-Trust

    Sun Salutations and Self-Trust

    I have felt so tired lately. Last night I went to bed even earlier, but it…

  • Knowing me, knowing you

    Knowing me, knowing you

    Having the house to myself, I’m tending to finishing jobs, repairing things, and tidying stuff. I’m…

  • I used to think love was enough

    I used to think love was enough

    My husband sent me a message today asking for tech support with his soundbar and printer.…

  • No option for sadness

    No option for sadness

    So. He has done it. He has applied for a divorce. I guess that’s the right…

  • Madam! Behave!

    Madam! Behave!

    I am loving the social life I’m developing since living on my own, but there is…