diary
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Of salt air and scrotal cats
I didn’t fancy going for a run today (the last Sunday in June). I’ve not really…
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Wrong Salisbury, Right Day
According to the website https://pridedates.co.uk/, Salisbury Pride was on the 28th June 2025. I was sure…
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Trying to stay grounded
The end of an another emotionally exhausting week. I went for a cycle to the beach.…
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Between Wanting and Letting Go
The paperwork for our separation is nearly complete – we have a date for the remortgage.…
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Am I a Monster?
Another ruined night’s sleep. Waking at stupid o’clock by the continuation of the migraine that had…
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A New Reader
My husband knows that I keep a blog of eunuch life – and my life. Sometimes,…
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Schrödinger’s Marriage
Last summer, the husband and I went to the nudist beach in Portsmouth (read about it…
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A eunuch weekend – Epilogue
The two days that I was with Cicero, I had one headache, which was easily dispatched…
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A eunuch weekend – Day 2 – Chillaxing and Social
Star Trek: The Nude Generation It felt late when we got up, but it was only…
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A eunuch weekend – Day 1: Leather, Love, and London
An indirect journey I half expected the husband to stay in bed until I left the…
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Muscle Santa
This is the second time I’ve managed to get to the gym this week. That’s a…
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Sign Here, Cry Later
We had an appointment with the solicitor today. We needed “true and accurate” copies of our…
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I Tried to Listen. I Got Steamrolled.
The husband (or ex – I don’t know – read on) has been very anxious these…
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The Rainbow Pantheon: Bisexual Masculinity
When I first came out, the denial and erasure of bi people was rampant – especially…
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The Ways He Loved Me
It is too late for any of this to make any difference, but my husband had…
