First things first

24th August 2024. It’s been nearly seven months since my castration. My orgasms went from incredible and productive (ie I made eunuch goo) – and not too difficult to achieve, to very difficult to achieve with minimal goo to completely dry, but not too difficult to achieve orgasm – they felt great, but without producing goo they were a bit on an anti-climax.

Today I had one pump off Testavan gel. I’m taking one pump every other day for a while, I might increase the dose to every day – but I like being low T so I will try to stay low, unless it proves that I’m not healthy without it.

In the seven months since my castration, I’ve put on weight. Thank goodness for the elasticated waist on most of my trousers and shorts.

This post is about what happens after I started on external testosterone therapy; that said …

Day 1 starting T

I’d normally have said that my refractory period was a few days (post castration and without hormones), but I wanted to “have a go”. Needless to say that it took longer than yesterday and wasn’t quite as nice. It was also dry.

Let’s see what they’re like after a week!

Then just before bed, I notice that my cock is sticky – there is a tiny amount of goo! Perhaps there has been these last months and I haven’t noticed because I’m off to the loo shortly afterwards. I reckon that this little bit is nothing to do with testosterone – I am pretty damned sure it don’t work that quick!

Day 4

It was hard work, but I actually produced a tiny clear droplet out of my very hard cock! The orgasm was worth the effort.

Week 2

I’ve been masturbating every other day for a while now, my production is still small, but the orgasms are back to being very nice. It’s more of a seepage than an ejaculation.

Week 4

Erections happen quite easily now. I was just at my keyboard mindlessly playing with myself, and there it was! Proud and tall, all by itself. It didn’t take long to come to climax, which was just a trickle of mostly clear sweet-tasting fluid (hey! I’m curious!).

I’m frequently getting morning erections, sometimes multiple in the night. After surgery, my penis feels super-tight and hard when erect – a very exciting feeling.

Sexually, I’d say that my libido doesn’t feel any different, however, I am getting morning wood most days and sometimes several times through the night. I wonder if my body used to do that all the time, but I am being woken by the sensation because I have been without it for a while.

Eunuch goo production is not much more than a sweet ooze; nothing much to look at really, however they do feel very nice!

I found myself wondering whether I could risk edging? Previously, while I’ve been without any quantity of testosterone, edging had been counter productive, since if I wasn’t manually stimulating myself that the little guy would lose interest and go back to sleep. Perhaps I can have some fun with myself now?

Week 8

I experimented with a double pump of Testavan gel this weekend. It made me much hornier (so much so that I was more vulnerable to being seduced by sexy a workman). 

I only took the double dose for four days and I came on every one of them.

The quantity and consistency was the same as on the half dose for each orgasm.

In terms of look and feel, cum is milky and little runnier then before surgery. There is less of it, but orgasms are more intense and longer lasting.

Week 9

I’ve returned to the half-dose of Testavan gel. Two orgasms this week, identical to those of the double dose, but I’m not feeling anywhere like the same level of horniness as the double dose.

I am producing several times the quantity of eunuch goo that I was producing in the first weeks after taking the hormone.

I’m back to edging from time to time now as well – really enjoying playing with myself and teasing myself towards and backing away from orgasm.

I’m going to stick with the single pump of Testavan gel for the foreseeable future!

Conclusion

I’d expected a slower change from producing nothing to making eunuch goo, since my production of cum changed slowly over a couple of months post castration and the fee of orgasms changed significantly over a longer period of time. It took less than a month to get to a reasonable quantity of eunuch goo and for the equipment to stabilise.

The sensation of orgasm itself is very good. It’s hard for me to remember what they were like before sometimes: how they are now feels right. I suppose I get this strange feeling of not having my scrotum retract as I near orgasm.