May 2024

  • Frazzled

    Frazzled

    2am. Still awake. Already watched an hour long Ab Fab and had a hot milk; that…

  • Eunuch Meet Up

    For a few hours, despite differences in our stories and our lives, I was in a…

  • Two Little Words

    Last night I asked my husband how much he would like to know about the search…

  • Personal Ad

    Menopausal Relapse I think I ate too much rich food yesterday; everything had cream in it,…

  • I Need A Dom

    I Need A Dom

    A New Hope Yesterday, my husband and I talked. That makes it seven days in a…

  • Beware of sympathy scammers

    Eighteen going on … uh … eighteen I am fairly open in most social media about…

  • What do I want from a relationship?

    What do I want from a relationship?

    Doctor call I had a telephone call with the doctor today. Not the usual one but…

  • Fertility

    Why I never bothered with the question Many months ago, when I came out to the…

  • Struggling with my priorities

    An advantage to not having testosterone I slept on the sofa again. I know that I…

  • Honesty

    Honesty

    An unexpected like The author of this blog “liked” one of my posts, so I duly…

  • Why are we still together?

    Last night we talked again. About the only way I can atone for past behaviour is…

  • Uncomfortable

    Last night was uncomfortable to say the least. My husband asked whether I’d ever topped before…

  • Uncomfortable silences

    Uncomfortable silences

    Yesterday was emotional. At the end of the day I didn’t know whether I was still…

  • Voyage

    Dancing Queens Our “hotel” room at Snoozebox was about the size of a downstairs water closet.…

  • A dangerous gift

    A dangerous gift

    Stupid brain I’ve been awake for hours. Too tired for coherent thought, nevertheless thoughts chatting each…