relationships
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Seventeen years
Seventeen years ago today we had our civil partnership, which, thanks to a trick in the…
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A song to free love
I learnt this as a child in church. Back then it felt like a sweet song…
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Love, Reframed
Things are calm again. I think that we are slowly accepting that our marriage is, and…
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Too Much to Carry
Things have been difficult at home. The last time my husband tried to talk to me…
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Am I a Monster?
Another ruined night’s sleep. Waking at stupid o’clock by the continuation of the migraine that had…
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A eunuch weekend – Epilogue
The two days that I was with Cicero, I had one headache, which was easily dispatched…
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Sign Here, Cry Later
We had an appointment with the solicitor today. We needed “true and accurate” copies of our…
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I Tried to Listen. I Got Steamrolled.
The husband (or ex – I don’t know – read on) has been very anxious these…
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The Ways He Loved Me
It is too late for any of this to make any difference, but my husband had…
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Gobsmacked and Hangin’ On
I heard from the solicitors today: whatever was blocking them appears to have been removed. I…
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Planning a wee eunuch weekend
In a fortnight, I’m seeing a friend — Cicero — in London. They’ve asked me to…
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An empty wardrobe
After a half-hearted run, which I gave up on after about 5k, decided to do a…
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Still love, still leaving
I’d been out all afternoon and there was no sign of my husband when I got…
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A phoney peace
The atmosphere at home is … I don’t know how you describe it. When my husband…
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The silence between us
The silence between us feels like a physical manifestation. An actual wall of no-speak. On the…
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