autism
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Soul Wars – Episode 5: Autism, Attachment, and the Nervous System
Ambiguity Isn’t Romantic – It’s Noise For me, ambiguity isn’t “space”, it’s unresolved input. My brain…
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How to read an autistic person
I stumbled across the image below while scrolling through Reddit (see, it is good for something)…
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How Video Calls Fracture Focus
The last couple of days I’ve had back to back video meetings. And it’s doing my…
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Grief Doesn’t Check Relationship Status
After the relaxing and fun time with Funiculosus, I spent the evening wit my husband. I’d…
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Safety in Danger
After the previous night’s fun with the tongue bite and the endless bleeding, I was shattered…
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Soul Wars – Episode 3: The Men Who Restore Me
… continuing from Soul Code – Episode 2: Growing Around the Absence. The Unexpected Metric I used…
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A circle of soundbites – further reflections
After writing yesterday’s piece, something clicked for me: I realised that I’ve spent a lifetime feeling…
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A circle of soundbites
It was the works Christmas do this evening. The venue was much better than last year:…
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Soul Code – Episode 1: The Silent Menace
I Didn’t Learn Love the Way Other People Did I knew from an early age that…
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My Father’s Script, and Mine
My dad phoned just as I was leaving the house to take the dog on her…
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London Leather 2: Bears, Brothers, and the Texture of Desire
Following on from London Leather 1… Content note: This post includes kink, BDSM dynamics, and sexual…
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“A Previous Life”: Reading Edmund White in the Midst of My Own Ending
This is a posthumous novel; I don’t know how much are Edmund’s own words and what…
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My Evenings, My Self
Since living on my own, I’ve felt free to spend time on things I enjoy –…
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Knots in my stomach, knots in my heart
Damned my stupid brain! It’s caught in an overthinking spiral. I’m seeing Ambrosius today for some…
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A eunuch weekend – Epilogue
The two days that I was with Cicero, I had one headache, which was easily dispatched…
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