self-discovery
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2024 in review
What a year! Here’s a few “highlights”, actually, “notable happenings” might be a better phrase, because…
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Watching my relatives gives me insights into myself
Watching my nephews play, especially the elder who already has an ASD diagnosis, I am shocked…
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Post-castration life and language learning
A year ago today I started learning Spanish ready for my trip to Mexico so that…
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Apology to my husband
Talking to Richard (my counsellor) about my husband wanting an acknowledgement that my castration, the dark…
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Discovering my need for order
Introduction Earlier this year, I was banned from the Eunuch Archive for questioning its moderation rules.…
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Coping with dysphoria before I knew what it was
Way, way back, my husband noticed that I used to tuck my testicles and penis between…
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Looking for positives with my counsellor
Migraines I started with migraines, and ended with migraines! To keep things simple, I’ll just talk…
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Counselling: overdoses, joint therapy, and sex
Overdose I shared that I’d taken an overdose a year ago in an attempt to kill…
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Body positivity post surgery
I’m sad that it’s winter, but I’m looking forward to the summer and exploring more nudist…
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Learning about context switching
Some mornings I have back to back meetings. This is as problem for a number of…
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Picking up from the bar meal
Sex talk Getting into the right headspace After work, I had a couple of gummies, had…
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Remembering November 2023
I’ve been re-reading my first blog entries from November last year (Nov 2023 – Eunuchorn). I…
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Al Anon
Background I grew up in a family where my mum and my nan were both religious.…
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Pedestals
When we first met, I worshiped the man who was to become my husband. He is…
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Reflecting on the bad meal
Counselling It’s usual in counselling to recap anything significant that’s happened in the period since the…