castration

  • Identity

    For most of my adult life (I came out when I was 20), I have identified…

  • Raising Awareness: Interview with a Journalist

    At the moment there is another case of a “eunuch maker” in the news; it’s on…

  • Healthy Doubt

    In my last part I wrote how doubt would mug me at night when I was…

  • Sleepless Nights

    I’m really struggling to sleep at the moment. I have been struggling for months now. I…

  • Last Times?

    It’s three weeks today that I’ll be having my operation, and increasingly my mind is turning…

  • Understanding Betrayal

    My husband and I have talked most days now for months; in this last month I…

  • Resources that might help my husband

    For the first few months after I came out as non-binary and needing castration to affirm…

  • Coming out to the boss

    This week I came out to the boss. He’s a nice guy and I think of…

  • Support for Partners

    I’m trying to collect information about resources and services available to partners, family, and friends, and…

  • Testosterone Problem with the GP

    My op is at the start of next month and I want to ensure that I…

  • A Note on the EA’s Fiction Archive

    My contact at the Eunach Archive has made the following point regarding their fiction library, which…

  • A Response from somebody at the Eunuch Archive

    Somebody from the Eunuch Archive reached out to me after I scattered-gunned the internet with my…

  • Banned from the Eunuch Archive

    The Eunuch Archive is (or purports to be) a website for people interested in castration or…

  • My last psychologist session

    In all, I only got three sessions because that’s all the Crisis Team are able to…

  • Blood!

    I’ve been trying to take a blood sample to establish what my testiculated testosterone levels are…