diary
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The overclocked heart
This morning I took things steady, resting after each major operation of the morning. I am…
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BBC Balance and Other Fairy Tales
Nine hours sleep! It takes me ages to get off. When I’m lying in bed, my…
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Twenty eight years later
It felt good to come home, although I wasn’t sure what I would find, or how…
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Escape from the cardio ward
I’m going home! Yay! I’m going to be under house arrest for a week! Boo! Seriously,…
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BEEBEEBEE: Life on the ward
Cardiac wards are bloody noisy! There’s always some alarm or other going off. Then there’s conversations…
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A little knowledge could kill
So. It was a heart attack. Running, cycling, gym, on average healthy food with fruit and…
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Kobayashi Maru
On the way back from the nudist beach, we stopped at Costa for a coffee. I…
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Nuddy beach and the baboon’s bum
My (ex) husband and I agreed to go to the nudist beach in Portsmouth today. It’s…
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Salmon Sandwiches and Spag Bol
I’d planned to go to the nudist beach with my (ex) husband today, but the weather…
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Shapes, Kings, and the Fifth Element
In a change to the usual broadcast… I spent the day in Colchester visiting a friend’s…
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The Gods Sent Seagulls, Not Lovers
So far, I have only thought about playing with other guys. The thought is huge and…
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The lightness returning
For the first time since last summer, my counsellor came to the house for my session.…
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What Are We To Each Other?
On the second day of my long break I woke up gently, wandered downstairs and made…
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Terence Stamp: From Krypton to the Outback
I first encountered Terence Stamp as a child in Superman II, where he played General Zod…
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Massage, Mussels, and Missing You
I have felt extremely burnt out by all the emotional stress of the last few years:…
