diary

  • The Day Before He Leaves

    The Day Before He Leaves

    It’s the day before he moves out forever. Everyday I am waking up with a headache.…

  • SingStar sadness

    SingStar sadness

    I thought we’d start watching “The Great British Sewing Bee” tonight, but the husband said “What’s…

  • Thong on Wrong

    Thong on Wrong

    There wasn’t much room in the woman’s thong I put on, but it seemed comfy enough…

  • Seventeen years

    Seventeen years

    Seventeen years ago today we had our civil partnership, which,  thanks to a trick in the…

  • Not Much to Pack These Days

    Not Much to Pack These Days

    Since my surgery, there’s been a lot less to pack out my underwear with. To state…

  • On Burnout, Dysphoria, and the Texture of Truth

    On Burnout, Dysphoria, and the Texture of Truth

    I was so tired today, which made the counselling session much harder because my brain was…

  • Sea fever

    Sea fever

    I must go down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky,And all…

  • Double-Oh Puppy, licence to get excited and jump around

    Double-Oh Puppy, licence to get excited and jump around

    This summer, the company I work for is having a party. It’s the first time since…

  • The Moving Date

    The Moving Date

    So my husband has a date on which he’ll be able to pick up the keys…

  • It’s getting real

    It’s getting real

    My husband’s flat rental is progressing: he’s been contacted for more information and proof of income,…

  • Love, Reframed

    Love, Reframed

    Things are calm again. I think that we are slowly accepting that our marriage is, and…

  • The Kindness of Monsters

    The Kindness of Monsters

    In a change to what I had planned to write today, I thought that I’d write…

  • Too Much to Carry

    Too Much to Carry

    Things have been difficult at home. The last time my husband tried to talk to me…

  • A powerless witness

    A powerless witness

    My husband is struggling to a) find a flat to rent and b) supply all the…

  • Hormones Don’t Heal Heartbreak

    Earlier this week I had a full bloods tests at the doctor’s surgery.  I need a…