diary

  • Freudenfreude over Fajitas

    Freudenfreude over Fajitas

    Every few weeks I go out for lunch with my boss. This is in our capacity…

  • Checking In

    Checking In

    I’ve not heard from my husband for a few days. I was getting worried. He’s not…

  • The Tears Are Not Ready

    The Tears Are Not Ready

    Things are getting deeper in counselling. Tonight we started talking about history, because I said that…

  • Running Toward Myself

    Running Toward Myself

    I have been for a run! The first since my heart attach ten weeks ago! I…

  • The Spa of No Expectations

    The Spa of No Expectations

    Ambrosius and I caught the coach to Bournemouth; fifty minutes, partly motorway, partly through the forest.…

  • The trials of Venus

    The trials of Venus

    I had the day off to go to Bournemouth with my friend Ambrosius. We were catching…

  • Waking Next to Absence

    Waking Next to Absence

    I had a friend over last night. Originally, he was going to come over and we’d…

  • Love in the Time of Chlamydia

    Love in the Time of Chlamydia

    Well. Fancy that. A different kind of adventure. Today I got a message from a recent…

  • Double Standards

    Double Standards

    As time moves on, I find myself reflecting on this that happened. One of them came…

  • A Chronologically Confused Cardiac Adventure

    I’d had an MRI last Monday, where they induced all the sensations of a panic attack,…

  • Early bed without a guilt trip.

    Early bed without a guilt trip.

    I had a long Friday night. A busy Saturday day. It’s Saturday night. I’m tired. I…

  • The Postulant

    The Postulant

    Today I met up with a fellow who had been suffering from dysphoria for a very…

  • The post-mortem begins

    The post-mortem begins

    It felt like there was a lot to talk about in counselling: it’s not everyday that…

  • Paperwork

    Paperwork

    Last week I had an email informing me that my husband was starting divorce proceedings against…

  • Beta-Blocked Below the Belt

    Beta-Blocked Below the Belt

    I’ve been having a bit of trouble with down there lately. It’s not been working properly.…