Welcome to my digital sanctuary, where I candidly explore my life as a gay eunuch, embracing my non-binary identity and the choices that have shaped me. Here, I share my journey of voluntary castration, a decision driven by my desire to align my body with my identity. Living without testosterone has profoundly altered my sexual experiences, shifting the focus from physical intensity to deeper emotional connections.

In this space, I also reflect on how autism influences my interactions and perceptions, bringing a unique perspective to everyday experiences.

The loss of my mum in 2019 has been a pivotal moment in my life, a period of profound grief that has led to significant personal growth and a deeper understanding of myself.

My relationship with my husband, who is ten years my senior, is a cornerstone of my life, providing support and love as I navigate these transitions.

This blog is more than just a personal diary; it’s a platform where I challenge societal norms and invite others to reflect on the complexities of gender, identity, and sexuality. Whether I’m discussing the nuances of hormone therapy, the intimate details of my post-castration sexual experiences, or the everyday challenges of living with autism, I aim to provide a raw and honest account of my life.

So, take a look around, dive into my posts, and join me as I explore what it means to live authentically and unapologetically as myself.

This blog is therefore for my eunuch, nullo, trans, and otherwise non-binary brothers and sisters, and their partners.

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Disclaimer

This site contains my personal blog and Wiki; both contain references to surgical procedures, the blog contains occasional strong language and adult themes. The Wiki contains a mixture of personal experiences and information from “official” sources.