Jul 2025
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Double-Oh Puppy, licence to get excited and jump around
This summer, the company I work for is having a party. It’s the first time since…
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Dysphoria, Again?
I’m feeling a bit worried. I don’t like it when my penis touches me. That feeling…
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Testosterone Gel & Accidental Exposure
Why It Matters Topical testosterone gel is a common treatment for people with low testosterone levels.…
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The Moving Date
So my husband has a date on which he’ll be able to pick up the keys…
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It’s getting real
My husband’s flat rental is progressing: he’s been contacted for more information and proof of income,…
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Love, Reframed
Things are calm again. I think that we are slowly accepting that our marriage is, and…
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The Kindness of Monsters
In a change to what I had planned to write today, I thought that I’d write…
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The Liminal Ones ⚠️
They were sprawled across satin sheets, limbs tangleless but hearts pulsing in uncanny synchrony — a…
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Testosterone, Told Off: The Endocrinologist Calls Back
Today I had a call from hospital – the endocrinologist who originally dealt with me was…
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A Boy’s Own Story (Edmund White) – book review
Cornholing, Confusion, and Coming-of-Age This was one of the first gay books I read – it…
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Too Much to Carry
Things have been difficult at home. The last time my husband tried to talk to me…
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The Geometry of Memory: Reclaiming England’s Forgotten Sacred Art
What if Englishness wasn’t just kings and wars and wet weather? What if it also meant…
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A powerless witness
My husband is struggling to a) find a flat to rent and b) supply all the…
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Hormones Don’t Heal Heartbreak
Earlier this week I had a full bloods tests at the doctor’s surgery. I need a…
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My Blogging Process: Behind the Scenes
This is the final post in the My Blogging Process series, following on from My Blogging…
