Mar 2025
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The Hobbit’s Dilemma: Eating, Exercise, and Feeling at Home in My Body
Yesterday’s trip to Clevedon was beautiful, but it left me unexpectedly upset. A photo I took…
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Mother’s Day
My ancestral mother goddesses, who bring the sunshine – my mum and my nan – have…
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Conversations that go nowhere
In our couples counselling, my husband had talked about feeling very anxious around me. I thought…
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Fine-Tuning Testosterone: Experimenting with My Dose
Usually, it seems to take anything from a week for a fortnight for blood test results…
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The phlebotomist
Last time I was tested for my testosterone levels, I’d done my Testavan pump before going…
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Lost in translation
I’m tired and confused after today’s counselling session. When my husband is anxious, he vibrates. When…
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Am I Seen? The Fight for Recognition and an Intimate Moment
I am feeling a little confused. Last night, I sent hubby the a link to the…
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Future Eunuch Awareness
As we reach the final entry in this series leading up to International Eunuch Day, I…
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Circling the End
My husband felt very low yesterday. He said “can we talk?” I’m not keen on these…
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Book Review: Open Love – the complete guide to gay open relationships, polyamory, and more
My husband bought us this book to read and work through together. We kept having the…
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Drained
I don’t know what we spent the last ninety minutes talking about. I don’t feel good…
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The clash between attachment and authenticity
Whilst reading “The Myth of Normal” (Gabor Maté), was the realisation that for most of my…
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Revered, Feared, and Misunderstood: Perceptions of Eunuchs
Social and Cultural Perceptions of Eunuchs Eunuchs have been revered, feared, and misunderstood throughout history. As…
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Couples counselling: starting to own my part?
I woke with a migraine. Like an idiot, I went for a run lunchtime. “Kill or…
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Coffee, cake, and conversation
We’d agreed on the date that we’d next have a heavy talk together, which I appreciated.…
