Oct 2024
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Strong like glass
Broken spirit Last night, I asked my husband if he’d like to talk. He has been…
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Testavan update
I’ve noticed that I get a bit tired and sleepy in the afternoons. I am not…
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Counselling at a new place
Richard, my counsellor, has arranged for us to meet somewhere else. It’s about twenty minutes walk…
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Castrated Orgasms with Testosterone
First things first 24th August 2024. It’s been nearly seven months since my castration. My orgasms…
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Hormonal weight changes
A bit flabbier My body has changed a lot in the last year. The most obvious…
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Nephews are a privilege
Batman Today I went back to Bristol to spend the day with my two gorgeous nephews.…
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The price of confession
I think that this is really how my husband feels: “Oh Tess, forgiveness does not apply…
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Paid in chocolate
I’m irritated I’m still feeling irritated and moody over the way the husband asked me to…
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Inconvenient shutdowns
U-turn More about last night, which proved unexpectedly difficult. I got a text from my husband…
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Shutdown
A quick note. Counselling. Husband changed his mind about me having it in the house. Counselling…
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Mexico Transgender Centre goes to Turkey
A friend of mine, who will be going to the Mexico Transgender Centre for nullification gender…
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A gap in the definition
Pumped up These last few days I’ve tried a double pump of Testavan gel. Two pumps…
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Ten reasons I’m lucky to have my husband
I thought that it would be fun and fruitful to list some of the reasons that…
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Guilty
Today I have to day off. I have a massage booked later – I wanted a…
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Farewell my lovely bolthole
Last night Last night wasn’t much better than the previous night. I asked the husband whether…
