Testosterone boost?

Fitness

I’ve been on one pump of testosterone per day for a week now. Before that was three weeks of one pump every other day.

My running performance had slowly been getting poorer and poorer – I was running less far before I was pooped and I was stopping more often.

Today I ran the full course that I set out to run. A measly 2.5km, however I have been struggling with the last km for months now.

Today I ran the whole distance without stopping.

I don’t think that it felt any easier, but I do think that I was feeling more determined.

Is that why testosterone is such a boost to athletes? As much the mental grit as the physical advantage.

S*x

Sexually, I’d say that my libido doesn’t feel any different, however, I am getting morning wood most days and sometimes several times through the night. I wonder if my body used to do that all the time, but I am being woken by the sensation because I have been without it for a while.

Eunuch goo production is not much more than a sweet ooze; nothing much to look at really, however they do feel very nice!

I found myself wondering whether I could risk edging? Previously, while I’ve been without any quantity of testosterone, edging had been counter productive, since if I wasn’t manually stimulating myself that the little guy would lose interest and go back to sleep. Perhaps I can have some fun with myself now?

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Community news

Meetup

Tacitus and I were chatting today about having another eunuch meetup. Its something I’m keen to arrange, both for social reasons (the people I have met so far have been lovely guys and I would love to meet them again) and for reasons of generating a base for improving our lot in terms of discrimination with the Gender Identity Clinics and wider medical profession.

I have mentioned it to another fellow (who will be joining the brotherhood at the end of this week – with surgery in Madrid!); he is keen – he also asked whether this would take place in a gay sauna. I was a little surprised at the suggestion: nothing could have been further from my mind, but, hey! Perhaps we could do that afterwards!

Wiki’d

We have moved the wiki to https://eunuchfriends.miraheze.org/, you will need to create an account before you will be able to search it – and get through the worlds most difficult Captcha that will leave you doubting your place as a member of the human race.

There are already a number of new article on there and we plan to add more over the coming weeks.

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Admission

Empty house

I got a message from my husband, at around half-three this afternoon, asking if he could call me. My tummy went into butterflies with nerves – what on earth could he be wanting to say?

Of course, I said that was fine, so five minutes alter he called.

Last week, the mental health crisis team had agreed to try and place my husband in a support house for four weeks to help him get himself back on track. We were expecting to be waiting months … they have told him that he needs to arrive at the house between ten and eleven tomorrow morning.

I said that I would take him. I found myself almost crying as I said “I can’t do the things you need me to usually, but I can do this kind of thing for you”. So I am taking him tomorrow morning.

He said that he was shaking with nerves.

I hope this placement helps.

End of the flat?

Of course, that means that the house is going to be empty for nearly a month. It doesn’t make any sense for me to stay in the flat – which makes me VERY sad – but such is life.

If I am at the house, I can make a start on sorting it out. Getting the thermostat working, getting the floor sorted (sanded and repaired maybe), and the roof has two cracked tiles that need sorting.

I’ll give notice this week.

… except that it reads from the contract that I cannot exit the tenancy until the 19th December. I’ll have to ask in the lettings agents.