Aug 2024

  • Stigma Politics

    “Stigma politics” refers to the ways in which stigma is used in political and social contexts…

  • Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Where the sun doesn’t usually shine

    Health update Hormones Here’s the letter from the endocrinologist: Isn’t it strange the sense of satisfaction…

  • Recover, paella, and snuggles

    Recover, paella, and snuggles

    The day after counselling Shutdown I lay curled up on the rug for perhaps an hour,…

  • Stigma Machine

    The term “stigma machine” is not widely recognized or used in a standardized way, but in…

  • Overwhelmed during counselling

    I started by recounting some of events of recent days; specifically starting testosterone and it visit…

  • Sauna

    The day before Hectic morning I slept well and I had a plan for the day.…

  • Castrated Orgasms without Testosterone

    Castrated Orgasms without Testosterone

    Over the course of six months, from my castration when my body’s natural supply of testosterone…

  • Discovering that I wasn’t the good one after all

    I used to have this image of myself as the champion of all that was good.…

  • Dinner, T, and Lunch

    Dinner, T, and Lunch

    Dinner Date At the house After the mental health nurse yesterday, I drove over to the…

  • Overdosing on vitamins

    Overdosing on vitamins

    Vitamin overdose? For the second or third night in a row I’ve woken up in the…

  • Stigma Craft

    “Stigma craft” is a term used to describe the deliberate creation, manipulation, and deployment of stigma…

  • Two things to know about not having a scrotum

    Two things to know about not having a scrotum

    Cycling is a lot less comfortable The scrotal void is my new erogenous zone; it is…

  • Crying in counselling

    This was a difficult counselling session. I noticed straight away that he was wearing a large…

  • Changes in my kink profile

    Changes in my kink profile

    It’s interesting noting the changes in my BDSM test profile over time; the things that remain…

  • Happy weekend

    Happy weekend

    An afternoon in the park I wasn’t sure whether my husband wanted to meet up today,…