Look into my eyes…

A few years ago, I tried to get my husband into restraint (as in tying me up). I didn’t communicate it very well and we didn’t discuss it. I was too embarrassed and he was worried that I expected it all the time. It kind of died, although my need to be restrained didn’t.

In an attempt to explore and satisfy this side of myself I started exploring hypnosis. What a wonderful world that turned out to be! Sometimes, it’s just nice to have something that relaxes me, at other times I enjoy a bit of proper kink! I’ve found some good subby ones that get me going.

I have only ever used audio files; I like to wear an eye mask and headphones and be in a dark room. I’ve not tried visuals. I’ve never been with a real hypnotist. I don’t know if it’s for that reason that triggers and programming don’t really work for me.

The first site I found was WarpMyMind.com. Initially I was drawn to a chap called Jack Drago. I enjoy “The Bro Cap”, “Cosmic Orgasm” (I have spontaneously cum to that one a couple of times), “Slow Cummer” (which has helped me top and better satisfy my husband), and a couple of others. He has (in my opinion), quite a sexy voice.

I then found HypnosisForGuys.com, where I discovered a few other hypnotists. My favourite there are Jack Stock, HypHypHooray, and Calimore. They each have quite sexy voices, HypHypHooray has a really cute relaxing voice. They all do quite kinky stuff, but I prefer HypHypHooray and Calimore for relaxation (HypHypHooray does this rather wonderful induction that I listen to write a lot).

I also found a guy called Rick the Tist, who I used a lot when I was into chastity. He’s another one with a great voice that I enjoy listening to. Sometimes his triggers work for me.

I also discovered a number of hypnosis files on SoundCloud. There I really enjoy JockOut, with a lovely Irish lilt; at times the trigger for “Chill Out Bro” works for me. I also enjoy Chris Johnson, who had such a relaxing voice. Both of them do some kinky tracks.

I have only paid for two tracks. One was a Jack Drago “Anal Orgasms” (fun, but ineffective). The other is “Hypnofag” by somebody called “The Shadow Priest” – I gotta say this is a particular favourite of mine and never fails to give me a good time. It’s forty minutes long … and I need the house to myself for an hour or so!

Of course, some of the hypnotists on one platform also exist on other platforms .. and there’s also a good chance that some of the tracks are filed under the wrong name or a different alias. I’m always on the lookout for additional tracks, so please leave suggestions in the comments!

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Rotten week

I think I might have been a little too rough last night with the “systems test”; when I cleaned the area there were a few tiny dots of blood on the tissue. The area was also a little sore. This week I am feeling very tired and irritable.

The doctor should have replied to my email by now; it’s in the SLA that replies are sent before 6pm. However, whilst I said that I would start a complaints process with the Health Watchdog today if I didn’t hear anything, however I have at least heard something from the ICB (patient experience and complaints) asking for permission to contact my GP. Let’s see what happens there!