What a time it’s been! Very little about this experience has been what I envisaged or predicted. The operation itself was straightforward and recovery has been pain and (almost) discomfort free. I only experience a little soreness if I over do it.

Three weeks is significant because that was how long Dr Aguilar said it would be before I was “healed” – it was also the earliest that I am actually allowed to – uh – “test the equipment”. From friends, I already understood that what the good doctor regarded as “healed” is somewhat different from when I’m actually healed; the expectation that was set for me was around eight weeks, so I’m quite happy with where I’m at in my recovery so far.

Physically, I do feel fine, and emotionally I thoroughly enjoy the external changes to my body. I feel extremely happy with what what I am now.

I suspected that obtaining testosterone might be difficult; that has proved to be the case. This is proving a little stressful.

Of course, there’s the issues that my castration threw up for my husband. He’s not out of the woods yet, and neither is our relationship. He is still feeling very low, so I have to provide the energy and hope for us both.

I’m still feeling a little fatigued, but that could equally be emotional exhaustion. The long weekend has helped with that – I’ll know by the end of the week just how much it helped by whether I’m completely cream-crackered again.

I couldn’t quite get my temperature right last night in order to sleep; I’m afraid that it might be the early signs of hot flushes, although (from what I’ve read) I shouldn’t be experiencing them for a couple of months. However, everybody is different.

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Since I couldn’t get off too sleep last night, I decided to do an equipment test. I can still kinda get hard, but I don’t stay hard unless there’s constant stimulation, and it’s far from the rock hard that I’m used to. The stitches are both distracting and uncomfortable when wanking, which doesn’t help, but isn’t really a factor in how stiff I was. I produced some lovely goo, less than last time (it was three weeks since my last orgasm last time I came, it was only a week this time), but in volume it was probably the same as pre-castration. It sorta felt good, but actually my cock felt a little numb. Whether that’s because things are still healing or lack of hormones, I can’t say.

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Bowel news: I’m back to regularly time off day and consistency, so hopefully, this is the last update on my bowel movements.

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Tonight I’m off for my piano lesson!