Jan 2024

  • Haiku

    In seven day’s time,Eunuch path, a new design,Bright horizons shine.

  • Sleepless

    It’s 01:53 in the morning. I went to bed at 10:30 and have been lying there…

  • Two Last Times

    Sunday I had two last times. The first was my last long run as a full…

  • Trying to share excitement

    The other day I said to my husband that it was really hard for me to…

  • Eunuchphobia phobia in a trans partner support Reddit

    I posted a request for help for my husband in the r/mypartneristrans sub Reddit genuinely seeking…

  • Understandingy my fear

    Last week I went through a period of feeling absolutely shit-a-brick terrified. I tried to work…

  • Two weeks today …

    In just two weeks I’ll be having the operation to remove my testicles and the ugly…

  • Keeping things in perspective

    My husband and I are continuing to talk. There is increasingly a feeling with him that…

  • Talking about guy goo with my brother

    I went back to my home town today to see my dad, my brother, and my…

  • Reconfiguring the Relationship

    For once, me having my balls cut off doesn’t actually figure very highly in a post!…

  • Identity

    For most of my adult life (I came out when I was 20), I have identified…

  • Raising Awareness: Interview with a Journalist

    At the moment there is another case of a “eunuch maker” in the news; it’s on…

  • Healthy Doubt

    In my last part I wrote how doubt would mug me at night when I was…

  • Sleepless Nights

    I’m really struggling to sleep at the moment. I have been struggling for months now. I…

  • Last Times?

    It’s three weeks today that I’ll be having my operation, and increasingly my mind is turning…